January 30th, 2011
so right now I'm sitting at holmes regional on a dilaudid drip and have a tube in my chest. so far at least 1000ml of red, chunky crap has been sucked out of my lungs. oh look there goes more.
yay severe ICU necessary pneumonia. they were taking bets on if I'd be on a vent by morning. pay up bitches, I never needed one.
Jason was my EMT for the ambulance ride. sweet. I missed him.
fml shoot me nothing has ever hurt this bad before.
oh and what the fuck is this shit? derrick can shoot up like 10x a day with the same needle for a month and re use filters and smokes about three packs a day, but he doesn't have pneumonia? and I've barely been smoking at all and I have it. what a cruel, unfair world.
I guess the answer to this is live dangerously, because apparently being healthy doesn't win.
July 8th, 2010
I'm going freight hopping,
and there's not a single thing any of you can do to stop me.
June 4th, 2010
EYEHATEGOD was last night.
holy shit. amazing. it'll be okay if I never see them again.
I'm in love with Mike Williams. we're going to do a bunch of H together and kill ourselves. he promised haha.
I'm broke, technically homeless, and strung out. but god did talking to a stranger make me feel awesome about it.
April 16th, 2010
I shaved most of my hair off yesterday. it's awesome.
I look like a twelve year old boy now.
a fucking HARD CORE twelve year old though.
actually I just have a reallllyyy long mohawk sort of deal.
my head is so much lighter.
I'm happy with myself now.
March 18th, 2010
it's been a while.
St Augustine was badass in oh so many ways.
Grumpy, the chicken, climbing the fortress, the lighthouse, getting pulled over, the gothiest wedding ever in history. the christian hefter show. polyamorous disgusting-ness. dude you got puke on my toes. jamie, jamie, jamie. voodoo priestesses. combat boots and four star restaurants.
oh good shit.
oh, and being WASTED the entire time with Grumpy's MOM. fuck yes.
I came back changed.
January 8th, 2010
I made a snowball wednesday night.
yes, it was that cold.
February 26th, 2009
kennie, I missed you.
February 20th, 2009
I got my job back. holy shit.
I found james again. I missed you james.
please come back to melbourne?
I've got a bestest friend in the whole world haha.
he's a sweetheart. god I'm a fag.
maybe everything will be okay after all?
November 29th, 2008
yeah so I had to work the day before, day of, and day after thanksgiving. sick.
I didn't see any family anyway.
also, new tfot. phantom on the horizon. also sick.
it's so... nautical? a lot more storybook.
[I still liked ghostships a lot better.]
thomas sings weird now.
YACHT CLUB. YES.
January 1st, 1995
|07:03 pm - try for the kingdom|